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My first ever completely finished song, which I wrote out of confusion about love, and the frustration that came from being so confused and restless. Feeling like you want to be with someone so badly but know that you shouldn’t because it is not the right time, and not knowing what to do about this… Being stuck in a vicious cycle of thoughts, trying to make a decision and understand the kind of love you feel! - Jiliaan
lyrics
Laying underneath the stars
Forgetting all of our scars
Your hands are melting into mine
You're telling me that I'm your dime
Not a care in the world
Everything around us is getting blurred
Little did we know
We would have to let it go
Do I say yes or do I say no
Do I need you or can I let go
Caught up in the jail of my own head
Oh this is driving me mad
You're leaving me in a daze
When you say to me that phrase
How can I deal
With the way you say you feel
When I've never had someone care
The way you dare
Little did I know
I wouldn't be able to show
Do I say yes or do I say no
Do I need you or can I let go
Too many scars from the past
Oh I don't know how to make it last
Oh I don't know how to make it last
I have not given you my all
But I'm just too scared to fall
And I say yes I call you my home
But no I need to be alone
Because why can I not agree
Sometimes it just isn't meant to be
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